thats our life

sorry too long nvr blog...having rest...

2009-07-05T02:26:00.000-07:00

sorry dat so long nvr blog here...im tired with my life..bout 1 month plus..i have rest but im still having the same prob..cant even settle it..who can teach me..sumtimes i feel that izzit its my own prob.?im so so stress after all and it didnt recover at all..i cant recover my feeling..i miss him..no1 understand me and keep force me 2choose wat i dislike...my mind is blank now..so got to stop la..

everything till the ends...

2009-05-21T00:52:00.000-07:00

2years relations..at last it ends..damn moody..i miss the moments we have pass thru is the pass..the ever sweet couple and loving couple..care 4each other so so much..and we got with a sad ending..hope tat is was just a joke just a dream..but i know i muz face the fact instead..how should i walk to the next step without him..i reali miss him so much now..very very..!

feel loke calling him up..and ask wether how is he..have he taken his lunch or anything..miss his voice,his smell,his shodow,his kiss,his care and his everything..can i just forget everything and start my new life..should i..?im damn confused..im moody till dunno wat 2write..think will stop here and continue the next day..

"wish all the best to myself"

stress....

2009-05-20T00:11:00.000-07:00

1st time having blog...nowdays like everyone started to post blog...like very fun huh...so just try...izzit really fun..?i jux noe reading ppl blogs is fun...hehe...coz i owes read my friends blog..so i will jux take a try and share my feeling here...

im so stress in my life now...having lots of problem but dunno wat can i do...y should i have those prob...im thinking everyday...but still cant find da ans...

can anyones tell me should we ever believe our loves one?will they lie us or hurt us...im getting hurt deeply by my love ones...just wonder why muz he did that to me...every single words that he tells me i trust everything thats he says but i cant see he take any effort to change...how can he be so selfish..?evrytime when we argue then he will say he scare to lost me this and that but he still loves doing stupid things...sometimes jux feel like wanna leave him n go...dun wan to bother that much...but till ends i cant...dunno y...mayb i loves him alot...and i admit i reali loves him very much and appreciate every moment tats we share...

2years...will it jux gone like this..?im afraid to lost him...seriously...i dun wan to lost him...who can ever teach me what can i do...i just wanna stop all those things...dun wan it to continue liddat...im going mad soon...